December 2010
37 posts
Anonymous asked: please dont think your not pretty,
you are really beautiful, inside&out.
i wish i was as pretty as you, but im not even close honey -_-
you are really beautiful, inside&out.
i wish i was as pretty as you, but im not even close honey -_-
The stupid things people post
It amazes me how stupid some posts are. I don’t understand how people could be so dumb and careless.
I went to King Sauna today from 4-12:30. yes… it was great. Almost fell asleep while driving home. Time to party with Jesus hahaha.
I’m visiting my grandma tomorrow at the hospital. This will be the last time I ask I promise but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE pray for me dear grandma. I...
Really needed prayers
Hey guys…. I don’t like talking about this issue but my grandma’s in the hospital. Please pray for her, She had done so much for the whole family. Our family aren’t really on good terms, at the moment. I know my grandma wants to see the family back together and happy. She is so lovely and means so much to me. Please pray for her and my family. Pray that she will trust in...
Delivered
God timing is truly perfect. I am so grateful and oh so blessed to have such a daddy that spoils me with such good things.
All this negativity and shame. My chains have been broken, how good is he! My negative thoughts I had before give me the chills now. I have no desire to abuse myself, or put shame on myself. Its just amazing how all my past desires are the things I hate now.
Nothing can...
Korean music groups
When connie doesn’t know the name of a group, that means there’s way too much.
Fame is turning into a joke in korea. What a shame…
Beauty
Beauty is defined differently in every person. We have different eyes, and different minds. I can say something is absolutely beautiful, and someone else could disagree. The definition of beautiful is different throughout the world. As Westerners have fat camps to lose weight; People in the Sub-Saharan African region have fat camps to get fat. The bigger the person, the more Beautiful.
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Anonymous asked: what dramas do you watch?
ive been searching for a really good drama,
not like those really really popular ones like bbf,
but something that's just..idk a really good drama ;P
hahaha
ive been searching for a really good drama,
not like those really really popular ones like bbf,
but something that's just..idk a really good drama ;P
hahaha
Birthdays
It was another blessing birthday.
I’ve learned not to expect much on this day. I’ve learned not to get my hopes up. I’ve always envied everyone who had their birthday on a normal day. They don’t know how lucky they are. Any birthday on a holiday isn’t the best. Birthdays just became another day. There’s too many birthdays in December, and everyones worrying and...
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself...
I never finished this…. sorry I lack interesting characteristics… but i’ll try to continue1. I am wearing all pink at the moment
2. I think I’m cool when I wear sunglasses
3. I like to follow colored tiles on the floor
4. I laugh at the most awkward moments, and then when I notice it’s awkward I bring up another topic
5. Whenever I’m asked who my best friend is…. I never...
Fake
I hate how I could see it so clearly.
Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs.
iono.. i dont really read haha. If anyone posts too many pics i unfollow.
But most posts are read are good.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
My earliest memory is a nightmare. I don’t remember it very clearly. I just remember my family abandoning me. I hated that feeling of rejection and loss. I would always have that same dream. I would then always go to my parents room… checking to see if they were still there. Then I would crawl in their bed. Later that night I would wake up, finding myself suffocating, because my mom...
dontclickdatshit asked: -_-
mom: Wow its been 19 years since we've been married
dad: Its been 19 years?
mom: I don't want to talk about this anymore
I watch National Geographic with my parents
We discuss how cool eagles are. And my mom acts like shes flying like one To exaggerate the coolness of them.
This is were I get my interesting character
Nothing
is going the way I want it to at the moment… I should calm down…
Peace… God I need peace
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit
I want to be in Heaven. 24/7 praise worship and love. No stress, anger, sorrow, or pain. Just pure joy…. joy
Finally some Birthday Money
I shall buy:
some art supplies, and maybe an easel. Doing art on the floor or on the piano isnt really working.
Christmas presents for my parents
skin stuff
and a jacket
I am blessed:]
Strangers
People who I was once so close to became the people I feel farthest away from. I would call them my sister, or my brother. I would share everything with them. I would be on the phone till 3 in the morning, talking about absolutely nothing with them. I would get excited every time I saw them. I would hug them. I would laugh with them; cry with them. They would know all my secrets, and remember lame...
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
I don’t know why people do these bullet things… no one really cares about other people’s days…
went to church
went to hmart
went to hannah chos thingy<3
went to motzart and stayed till 10ish
went home
tadaaa
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10...
Holy Ghost Party -Cory Asbury<3 (…. im gonna finish listening to this song…)
Healing-Jason Upton
This is My Story-Antioch Community Church
Till I See You-Hillsong United
Here is Love-Bethel Live
I Have Decided To Follow Jesus-Phil Wickham
Eden-Phil Wickham
Mercy Light- An Epic, No Less
You Made a Way-Matt Gilman
Fully Loved-Ian Mcintosh<3
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss
I rather not… but… My first love was this world. I loved the world… or thought I did. I loved the way it made me look, act, and feel. I loved the way it would whisper lies in my ear. I love the way it gave me attention, and friends. I loved all the relationships with guys, and the way it took away my first kiss. I loved the way I didn’t care about life. I loved the way I...
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Full of God, full of love, full of excitement. I hope to give everything I owe back to my parents.
I just want a life full of love. To love the unloved.
Ever thought of what it would be like to be in another person’s shoes? Not literally, but like really, see another person’s perspective of the world. In psychology I learned color is just merely light bouncing around. Like yellow light is shined and blue light bounces back; allowing us to see blue. (those are probably not the right colors) What if one person’s blue is another...
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with...
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Wish list
I don’t wish for anything, because I can’t even give anyone anything. Not this year, so I prefer to get nothing this Christmas. Don’t expect anything from me, and I hope to expect nothing back.
My apologies.
I need happy pills
Oh how I love the beauty stress brings
I look in the mirror after a shower… I’m not who I was 2 years ago. I don’t look like how I did 2 years ago. The discoloration in my face. The pimples and acne. The bags, not just under my eyes, but all around my eyes. My eyes look like they hollow in like a skeleton. My eyes are red and drooping. They get puffed up because of crying for mercy the night before. My chapped lips,...
Disappointment
It rips me apart whenever disappointment lingers in the air. Every time someone says Annie in that disappointed voice, I feel failure striking me like lightening. That whining pitch with a slight sigh… it’s like nails on a chalkboard to me. I can’t tell anyone anything anymore, they just get disappointed in me. I know it’s out of love, but I’m pretty tired of...
People are Dying to be different
In the end, everyones the same
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about...
Interesting? mmmmm
1. I am wearing all pink at the moment
2. I think I’m cool when I wear sunglasses
3. I like to follow colored tiles on the floor
4. I laugh at the most awkward moments, and then when I notice it’s awkward I bring up another topic
5. Whenever I’m asked who my best friend is…. I never answer.
6. My head is a ball magnet
7. Whenever I buy clothes...
Say to those with fearful hearts,
“Be strong, and do not fear,
for your God is coming to destroy your enemies.
He is coming to save you.”
Isaiah 35:4