December 2011
22 posts
God I'm so confused....
I thought retreats were suppose to make me better… Why is everything so mixed up and complicated now?…
Why do I feel lost again?
Winter Retreat tomorrow
I have wild expectations for this year…. I declare that God is going to bring us something so wild, so crazy, something that’s going to just blast us. This is going to be awesome. I’m setting all negativity aside… nothings going to hold me back. I’m giving God my all… no distractions. Just me and him and the church I love.
Come on:]
It’s break and I have all this awkward free time…. Time that I never usually get. Why am I home? gawd dang my life is sad… Its Christmas and I thought my parents would be home, but they’re not. My sister’s out… and my friends are with family. For some reason.. this Christmas.. everyone is complaining that it didn’t feel like Christmas. What’s needed...
Best Brithday so far
Thanks guys for trying to make my birthday special. Binnie, Hcho, Yuri Curi, Sarangotang, Soojeee, My family, Joon, Simon, and Cindy for being there lol. I love you guys with all my heart. You guys mean the world to me<3<3<3
one absence left...
i’m just gonna go to school tomorrow to be safe….
Haha I’m dumb..
The world is a bad place
I finally learned that not everyone is out to bite me. I hear pastors say to deny the world, and I did. I hated the world. I shook my head at the druggies, frowned upon the sexually active, and pointed out every sin in every sinner. Everything of the world was wrong, and I felt if I didn’t hate everything I hated God.
This was totally wrong. I realized that if Christians keep isolating...
Good weekend
Started out rough… very rough. But it’s those rough times where we lean the most important lessons. Right?
Sorry if I’ve been pretty pissy lately. Hopefully I’ll get better after retreat. Imma go try to talk to God now…
I'm getting annoyed
Of everything… Sorry if I’m not my usual self… I think I just need some sleep…
If I ignore you for a while, don’t take it seriously. I just need some time to get my mind straight.
Inspiration
http://www.nicolettaceccoli.com/index.html
http://www.audrey-kawasaki.com/
Nicoletta Ceccoli and Audrey Kawasaki…
The thing about visual art is that it is timeless. When you listen to a song, it ends. When you read a book, there is always a last page. But when looking at a piece of artwork, there is no limit. We can stare at it for hours, and endless thoughts evolve into deeper thoughts....
Then what happens?
I was talking to a friend yesterday and the end of the world came up lol.
We were just talking about how it possibably might be very soon. I don’t knoww… you know.. the weird things happening everywhere in the world. It’s very strange and quite scray to be honest.
But then we thought, what if the world really did end in 2012… or in 3-5 years…
I became...
