I had gawee again… but it was pretty different this time… Instead of whispers, I heard my own heart beating. My left arm felt as if it was being pulled and the rest of my body kept getting electrocuted every time I tried to move. Once I realized I was getting gawee, my heartbeat became louder and my ears began to ring. My breathing stopped, and I tried to scream. I moved my head back and forth, trying to keep my eyes closed. Then… I finally got out of it… and now my head is throbbing… 

I only got to sleep for an hour.. 

Why is this happening to me again… I don’t want to be scared…